Thinking about some things
Okay so I know it's been a long while guys, and I honestly don't know how many are still around to read my shit, but I got some stuff to say.
So I got burned out. I really got burned out. It has been over a year now but my peak I think was my 31 days of Halloween challenge I did with ChemBunny. ( https://www.deviantart.com/chembunny ). I know I didn't finish that challenge, but I honestly had so much fun despite the stress of trying to get a story out everyday. The deadline got me motivated and well I got shit done. Shit that I'm kinda proud of.
I honestly love One Piece still, but I'm not sure what other stories I can make for it at the moment. And I don't want to be tied to one fandom. I think that's where a lot of my hesitation and doubt with writing came from. I did write for some other fandoms, but I just couldn't really put much into it. People want more One Piece fics from me nothing else. People want angst from me, and after awhile my ideas seem to just slosh seeming the same.
I. Still. Love. One Piece.
Don't doubt that. I just want to write about other fandoms at any given moment. I know I don't have a large audience. I'm very very very grateful for the ones I do have don't get me wrong!! But I know that most of that audience is based from my One Piece stuff and might not want to see other things from me. I guess I'm just scared?
I don't want to let anyone down. I also just feel like my writing isn't good. I haven't written for months and what I do write doesn't live up to what I feel I should give you guys. I know I have shitty grammar, story planning, pacing, just so many things that can be improved. I'm trying to work on it but I also know that that'll take a lot of time for me to get to a point where I'm like "Ah yes this is perfect I can publish this". I don't think I'll ever get there, and I don't think I ever want to go "I did this perfectly". But not thinking that leads me to not publishing. See the problems there?
So this is getting long sooooooooooo
tldr: I'm trying to get back into writing and wonder if you'd support my fandom/platform shift? Also some other bullshit mixed in there but that's my main question.
Thanks for reading,
Lyn